tekaNan!!!

ya allah..npe la dgn aku nih....npe sllu sgt stress...rambut da terlampau bnyk da ggr..suem sbb bnyk pk hal yg ta patut..dengan exam lagy..hal awk lagy mr.munced...hal enpon lagy...enpon da rosak..rosak truk da..maybe sbb sllu sgt jatuh kowt,...mse excident ary 2 lagy...ape tak nye..hm...mak...ila nk fon bru...bole ea??? hm..nnty msty mak jawab..amboi sng2 kaw nk mnx fon...pk fon tu singgit 2inggit?? heh...msty punye la...*..*" sampai berdenyut pale otak ni pk pasal kaw en.enfon!! huh!!! lepas 2 tambah lagy sakit pale pk pasal awk mr.munced...awk ske marah2 sye...awk sllu syak bkn2 kat sye..ye..sye tau sye ta brubah..tapy awk ttp ta bole layan sye cam ta wujud dlm dri awk..sye tau sye slh..sye da mnx maaf..tpy awk ckp maaf sye 2 murah..sekurang2 nye,sye da buang ego sye jaoh2...lagy stu,awk kuat cemburu..dkt fb 2,slh ke sye layan kawan laki2 sye..? sye bkn ade ape2 pon dgn dyeowng..awk sllu tuduh sye bkn2..mcm smlm...pnt sye nk bktikn kat awk yg sye ta tpu awk..sampai nk pitam tao??? sume sbb pale da ta bole trime ape yg awk ckp kat sye..slame ni sye pendam je...sbb sye ta bole nk bincang hal ni dgn awk...awk ckp, sye mcm budak2..ye la..sye tau la awk 2 da matang giler2 kn?? mmg sye mcm budak2... sye cme nk awk bg perhatian kat sye je..2 pon slh kew? kadang2 sye sampai takut nk cakap ape2 dgn awk..sye takut kne marah,kne maki mcm dlu...pasal malam td,sye mnx maaf pasal skype 2..bkn sye sje nk buat mke taik mcm yg awk ckp...sye btul2 nk hppy kn awk mr.munced....tp mse 2 bkn sye sngaje ta nk senyum..sye thn perasaan sedey sye..pedih sgt ble tahan nanes tao??? sye ta nk nanes dpn awk...sbb sye tao,awk ta ske....and awk sllu anggp sye ni tpu..bg awk sye berlakon...tpy hakikatnye tak!! smpaikan sye da ta bole tanggung bnde ni sorang2...sampaikan sye terpkse call mak sbb nk kongsi problem..truk sye menangis ble ckp dgn mak..sbb 2 mak suruh sye bawak awk balik..mak ckp,klu awk btul2 ikhlas,dtg jmpe sndri dgn mak..tp awk ckp awk ta ready lagy..ok..sye trime jawapan awk...awk ckp awk syg sye..tp........ sye ta tau cam ne lagy nk bt...sekarang awk da laen..awk da mle xnk mcg sye..awk pon ckp yg awk ta ske sye cll..abis..camne sye nk hppykn awk??? ke awk mmg ta hppy dgn sye????
hary ni,,awk ta reply pon mcg sye..maybe awk bz dgn kje awk kowt...ok...walaupon sye pk yg bkn2,sye xde pon nk marah2 awk..tpy klu awk,msty awk marah2 sye..nape????

kan bgs klu dpt plok mak cam ni...mak...ila rndu mak...

i cant stop crying when i'm thinking about him.